Dear Niece
Dear Lala, How dare you? You—of all people—who prides herself on being unique, strong-willed, and independent… you talked...
Life Story, Childhood
Negative Memory Bias is a thing for people with mental disorders, like depression for example. It makes memories...
So Tired
I am so tired of myself. I see what bullshit I am doing, how irrational and contradicted I...
Life Story, Early Childhood
How does one write down their entire life and the memories they hold, when memories are like the...
The Veil
I clutch my solitude like a scepter I never wanted. Crowned in the kingdom of doubt, I’ve learned...
Anchors
I started this blog without knowing exactly what it would become. It was something my husband wanted me...
Lilo 1 and Lilo 2
I created this character last year, her name is Lilo. This is the first and second time I...
Oh Wow, Whipperschnipple
Oh Wow, Whipperschnippel A while ago, my husband asked me: “What would the twelve-year-old you think if she...
Liebe Natascha – Deutsche/German Edition
Liebe Natascha, Ich erinnere mich noch genau daran, wie wir uns kennengelernt haben – als wäre es erst...
Granny and Gigolo
German TV is funny in a way. Some channels regularly air programs, shows, and mini-documentaries about sex, sex...
Mirror People
I have noticed about myself—and I first became aware of this a couple of years ago—that I tend...
Dear Thalia
Dear Thalia, I just need to vent this out. You ruined a 20-year-old friendship with a very special...
Uncensored
Just a moment ago, I wrote a blog entry about my sexual boundaries. My husband asked me to...
Do This, Not That, And Never Those
Dear husband, you have asked me to write down my sexual boundaries, because your other girlfriend has given...
Remnant
Something that was present during all those years, as present as the sky above and the sea beyond,...
Dear Natascha
Dear Natascha, I remember how we met, just like it was yesterday. I had just begun my very...
Dear Husband – How to Tame My Dragon-Form
Hello Cupcake, As you know, yesterday was one of those days. I was having what we call a...
Reflections
Overwhelmed by my emotions, it often feels like I am being swept away by a huge wave, dark...
What Life Can Be
It all started with the simple chore of having to return Amazon purchases to Staples. We both...